Anxious

I am so anxious about this Friday, June 1st. I will be given the test results of all the blood work that I had done two weeks ago. I hope to finally have the answers or at least a clue towards the answers...
It has been a long week. Insomnia, back pain, anxious cause I have so much to do, but I almost feel like my body keeps me a prisoner. The pain I have between my shoulder right now is about a 7 on a scale of 1 to 10. I have a rash that starts at my feet and goes right up to my scalp, it is bumpy and itchy, the strange things is it will be gone by tomorrow and some new strange symptom will appear. I was once told that everyday I have a new strange thing to complain about. For a while I just stopped complaining. Some days I am going and going and going and then it as if I hit a brick wall and then hit the ground. Sometime it is hard as hell to get up. But try explaining to a 5 year old and a 14 month old that mommy does not feel good today. My 5 year old said to me the other day when I was relaxing on my porch; "mommy do you feel okay? Do you have a headache today?" For the first time in a long time I was able to say; "No buddy mommy does not have a headache and have not had one in a while..." I am just tired. I can only hope that this appointment with the doctor will bring some answers or then again Friday could just prove that I am crazy and the shit that is going on is all in my head.